But now, I think of
I feel compelled to mark this day. Why? The universe only knows. It is quite a dreary day and the weather changed suddenly about five minutes ago. I feel like I am in the Chi. Maybe I'm being prepared for my imminent return.
A sudden downpour has turned to snow, the big fat flakes with a bit of a violent streak...
But I have the good fortune to be inside a little café sipping a café crème while watching Mother Nature throw her temper tantrum.
I am a lucky girl. I know this. I didn't before 2005.
A Jack Russell Terrier, presumably belonging to the owner but maybe not. Perhaps the girl who made my coffee. He's up and ready for action now, much like the weather has changed so suddenly, first lying curled up in his bed fighting sleep and then in a split second up surveying the weather situation and making his rounds in the café.
Right now there is the most fabulous jazz radio station playing--none of that WNUA stuff. Despite all of the adversity, I realize
I love
But I told you, I feel good now. I know more. I'm closer to being ready for her...
4 comments:
Everything you write is interesting.
Who are you waiting for?
thanks.
when i say that i am ready for 'her', i am talking about paris.
Rachel, are you leaving?
i plan to return to paris. i have to make some money and get my freelance stuff going before, i really want to have something in place before i head back. it was sooo hard to work and make money as a foreigner. i also want to be doing something i want to do...
i'm making this time about putting myself where i need and want to be so that i don't have to struggle while i am there.
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